This
morning our Advent candle is pink. Today is the Sunday of the Church
year historically known as "Gaudette" Sunday. The name
comes from the Latin word for "Rejoice". It's kind of a
shame that the Liturgical color for Advent is the same as for Lent.
That gives the impression that Advent is something of a dour,
solemn season. Actually, nothing could be further from the truth.
The
four Sundays of Advent should be a time of rising excitement, happy
expectation and prayerful preparation for the celebration of the
coming of Christ. This expectancy is well symbolized by the lighting
of one additional Advent candle each Sunday, until the wreath is a
glowing circle of light beside the altar.
The
liturgy, prayers, music and readings for the Third Sunday of Advent
have traditionally called Christians to prepare for the coming of the
Christ child into the world with celebration. "Sing
and shout for joy" proclaimed
the OT prophet Zephaniah. "Rejoice
in the Lord always. The Lord is near" exclaimed
the Apostle Paul. "Draw water from the wellsprings of joy"
cried the prophet Isaiah. "Good
Christian Friends, Rejoice with heart and soul and voice." we've
been singing.
If
rejoicing is what today is all about though, what's that old killjoy
John the Baptist doing in this morning's Gospel reading. Where did he
come from, with his long hair and untrimmed beard and his camel-skin
jockey shorts? We know all about John.
He
was the original end-of-the-world-nutcase Christian. "Repent of
your sins, you brood of vipers!" he called. "Come be washed
in the river of your disgusting, revolting hypocrisy and secret lusts
and sleazy desires and slimy back- stabbing behavior." He
nagged.
"Don't
think you can be saved by just coming here and making a public show
of your baptism. Repent of the evil within you. Change your sinful
ways. Don't think yourself superior to your pagan neighbors because
of your Hebrew ancestry. Why God can make better descendants of
Abraham and Sarah out of these rocks than you are."
John thundered. "You're
all going to hell in a bucket!"
And
standing there, as big as life, preaching on the banks of the Jordan,
John might have pointed to the opposite shore. Perhaps there was a
grove of fruit trees planted there. Maybe a crew of workers were
cutting down the trees that had not brought forth fruit that season.
If so, the crowd might have been able to hear the sound of their
axes.
"God
will judge you by your fruits. See, the ax is already laid to the
base of the tree." And
then the Baptist pointed to the smoke rising behind the workers,
where the twisted and marred branches were being burnt.
"See the smoke! The bonfires are already lit! Repent and produce
the fruits of righteousness or be cast into eternal flames!"
He thundered.
Talk
about a party-pooper! Who wants to hear all that? What has hell and
damnation preaching got to do with Advent? What has all that talk of
sin and repentance got to do with our joyful expectation of the birth
of the Baby in the Manger? Nothing! Or does it? Could it be that
repentance and rejoicing are part of the same movement in our lives?
Could it be that repentance and rejoicing are more than that--that
they are actually opposite sides of the same coin?
Maybe
that sounds strange. But on the other hand, maybe we haven't looked
at either one of these concepts closely enough. We tend to associate
repentance with giving up our treasured personal indulgences, with
painful self-discipline, with sacrificial giving, with living some
sort of ultra-straight-laced, phoney, goody-two-shoes, prissy,
hypocritical life-style. None of that sounds particularly pleasant,
much less joyful. We tend to think of repentance as giving up things
that we like to do, in order to do things that others tell us we
ought to do.
Although
we may not consciously recognize it, what most of us hope to do is
beat the system. Whether we admit it or not, we take the thief on the
cross as our model. We intend to go on judging ourselves, and our
secret, and our not-so-secret sins for as long as we possibly can.
We call that "sowing our wild oats". Then, when the kids
are old enough to be impressionable, or when we figure we're too old
to enjoy our vices anymore, we'll give them up. We call that
"settling down". And eventually, we figure we'll become a
church-goer so that we can squeeze our way into heaven at the last
moment with a minimum of effort and self-sacrifice.
This
morning's readings, if we look at them with care, lay out for us a
very different sequence of events in the life of the spirit. First,
we sensed with surprise the presence of God in our lives. That Divine
presence fills us with awe and joy. And in response, totally of our
own free choice, we feel an almost overpowering outbreak of
unselfishness in our lives.
To
our surprise, we find that the expectations of other people, or of
the church, have nothing to do with our response. A sense of duty or
guilt has nothing to do with it, either. Even commandments or Bible
passages, or social conscience, or outright pity have nothing to do
with our response. It doesn't come from outside us. It comes from
inside us.
We
choose, we yearn, we want with all our hearts to freely and openly
respond to the grace that has been given to us, with generosity and
love.
We
want to turn our lives around. We want to begin living in new
directions. How else can we respond to a God who actively seeks us in
the midst of our world? How else can we respond to a God whose
deepest desire is to draw us nearer, ever nearer in joy? When you and
I have known that touch, felt that Divine Presence, our only possible
response is joy. And then the repentance, the self-giving, the
discipline, the service just happens, growing forth from our joy.
God
doesn't have to tell us at that moment to change our lives. Nobody
has to tell a tax collector he'd feel less like a louse if he stopped
skimming off the top and gouging his already overburdened clients.
Nobody has to tell soldiers they's be more comfortable with their
spit-and-polish attitude if they didn't use it as a another weapon
against the weak and the oppressed. Nobody has to tell you, or me
that we'd like ourselves better if we respected the way in which we
were conducting our own lives.
We're
all aware that we feel better about our own selves after doing
something concrete to feed the hungry, or shelter the homeless, or
simply help out a friend in a jam. We're all aware of how good it
feels to give someone truly needy the shirt off our back. We'd all
like to be like that. Our God simply reminds us that the truest joy,
the deepest satisfaction, the peace that passes understanding are all
tied to a loving and generous heart.
Unfortunately,
we're as tentative about rejoicing as we are about repenting. We
can't handle that pure, unadulterated, 200 proof stuff. We're afraid
of joy. We've traded the possibility of the joy of God's presence for
what we call worldly security. Open-ness, joy, generosity go against
our careful, tidy, thrifty, tiny little souls. We forget that
another word for thrifty is mean. We forget that another word for
careful is afraid.
We
tell ourselves, take it easy. Don't get involved. Look before you
leap. Don't get emotional. Look out for tomorrow. Don't give it away
or there won't be enough for you if you ever really need it. Don't
let yourself feel too much or get out of control.
We've
bought a bill of goods from somewhere or the other that tells us that
religion is supposed to be private, and quiet, and internal, and
prudent and basically confined to Sunday mornings. We feel awkward
applauding in church, or laughing too loud, or witnessing in front of
the congregation. Because "we don't do that in our church."
There’s
the story of the out of town brother who came to visit a very
prestigious, high toned church—he walked on double thick Persian
carpeting in the sanctuary, gorgeous stained glass windows, the
organist playing Bach, and the ushers wearing tailcoats. During the
sermon, the out of town fellow, suddenly let out with an “Amen!
Preach!”. Before he knew it, the ushers had closed in on him, and
were escorting out the Sanctuary.
“What
are you doing?” he asked.
“We
don’t shout ‘amen’ during the sermon” answered one of the
ushers.”
“But
I’ve got the spirit!” the guy protested.
“Yeah
well, you didn’t get it here!”
Our
very real religious feelings and yearnings have been straight-
jacketed. We fear or mistrust genuine expressions of the presence of
God in our heart-- like joy and hope. We think those are private
emotions. We don't want to express them in worship. But the truth is,
those feelings are more than private.
They
are meant to be shared. They die unless they are shared. They grow
when they are shared. We hunger for them in our deepest hearts. Yet
we stifle and control and bury that ache for warmth inside us until
it becomes spiritual heartburn.
And
by then, we've squeezed God out. By then, we've forgotten that our
faith, our God is about nothing more than simply sharing and giving
and loving and caring. Joy? Love? Peace? Hope? We act as if we
think those sort of feelings have nothing to do with how we should be
living our lives in the world.
Frankly
our values are warped. We'll pump a friend for their most pressing
emotional trials, for all the ins and outs of their relationship with
their spouse. But we wouldn't think of embarrassing them by offering
financial assistance. We'll support capital punishment and oppose a
woman's right to control her own reproductive system. We'll blather
on about the most intimate details of our sex lives before we'll
share our spiritual journeys. Our society encourages us to turn to
the bottle, or to the lotto, or to illicit relationships, or to pop
psychology, or just to wallow in our own private misery, rather than
turn to God.
Our
values are warped. We're too tentative about joy. Even our good deeds
have an awkward air about them. It's as if they were being done out
of duty, rather than naturally, freely, out of love. Too often we say
without words, "Look how good I am to be doing this, even though
I'm not very comfortable doing it. Ain't I a saint!" Too often,
we spoil even our most successful efforts by a cloying,
self-conscious self-righteousness that, to our surprise, sours our
joy.
But
there is One who is the source of true integrity, true joy in doing
good. There is One who can free us of such creaking stops and starts.
We forget that. And so we force God to prod us, to wheedle us, even
to fool us with worldly lessons and circumstances and coincidences
that are not really what they seem. There is One who is actively
struggling to get into our lives, with joy and hope and peace.
It
takes great faith to repent. It takes great faith to admit that our
so-called spiritual life is empty and shallow. It takes great faith
to come with honesty before the God who is steadier than we are in
sustaining joy. It takes great faith to admit that it is God who has
the generous heart, and that our own hearts are empty.
And
sooner or later the judgment, the word of that old sourpuss John the
Baptist comes to us again.
"You
children of snakes! Produce the fruit which shows your repentance."
And
sooner or later the word of the Apostle comes to us, calling us,
begging us in God's name to unbend our hearts and our lives and get
on the bandwagon, to loosen up and let go, and let God in.
"Rejoice...
again I say rejoice... Be anxious about nothing, but in everything
let your requests be known to God by thankful prayer and petition.
Finally, sisters and brothers, whatever is true, whatever is noble,
whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, what- ever
is of good report-- if anything is excellent or praise-worthy-- think
about such things, live out such things.. and the peace of God will
be with you."
Amen.