In the Gospel reading
for today we encounter Matthew's version of the event which
Theologians call "The
Transfiguration of Christ."
Mark and Luke also contain an account of this wondrous occurrence--
with some minor variations in the telling.
Whichever Gospel you
read, Events such as the Transfiguration point out to believers the
wonder and mystery of creation and existence. It's one of those rare
moments which somehow defy adequate description and comprehension.
It’s one of those moments that challenge us to stretch our limited
human language and earthbound view of the possible.
For Jesus, it was a
moment of confirmation and affirmation of his ministry. For Peter,
James, and John, it was a brief glimpse of the transcendent-- the
ultimate reality that lies just beyond our everyday existence.
You and I may wonder what
a certain Scripture passage has to do with our everyday trials and
struggles and triumphs. You may well be wondering what this two
thousand year old scene on top of a mountain in the wilderness of
Judea has to do with you and your everyday life. You may even be
thinking that nothing like that ever happened to you.
The truth is however,
that grace-filled moments of deep power and meaning can
and do come
to all
of us in the course of our lives. They don’t have to literally
happen on a mountaintop. You and I don't have to actually see a
burning bush or a figure bathed in light to know that we're standing
on Holy Ground. We don’t have to hear a voice from on high to feel
the presence of the Lord.
Perhaps something happened that told you this was a moment when you
were really in tune with God's plan for your life. Or looking at the
beauty of the world with suddenly fresh eyes, you were struck once
again with awe at the majesty of Creation. Or, for no particular
reason, you simply felt touched, moved, called, blessed, loved.
In a moment of sudden
clarity you knew that it could happen—your life could be
transformed and made new. It might have been that healing moment or
moments in a 12 step group in which you had “a spiritual
awakening”—when you were roused from the daze of addiction and
realized that you really could
be sober--by staying on the program and with the help your Higher
Power.
It might have been
something “religious”-- like a week at church camp or an Emmaus
weekend, a lay witness mission, or a retreat, or a Communion service
in which you experienced that certainty that you were not alone in
the Universe. It may have been the moment when you committed yourself
totally-- heart, spirit, life-- to the cause of Christ.
On
the other hand, it might have been something less conventionally
“spiritual” when unexpectedly, the Divine broke in and made the
moment sacred. It might even have been “Some
Enchanted Evening ”.
It
could have been your child's graduation-- or your own. It could have
been your baby's birth or baptism, your first kiss, your first day on
your first job, your wedding, even catching your very first fish..
It might have been a deep and intimate conversation with your father,
or mother, or any loved one-- when you felt that they honestly
understood what you were saying and why you felt what you did.
In the movie City
Slickers,
Billy Crystal plays one of three middle-aged guys reminiscing about
the “single best day” of their lives.
“I
got one,“ he
says. “I’m
seven years old, and I’m with my dad. We’re at Yankee Stadium.
First game. We’re going through this long dark tunnel under the
stands and I’m holding his hand. We walk out of the tunnel, and…
it was the light. It was huge. How green the grass was, brown the
dirt, the great green copper roof, remember? We had a black and white
TV so it was my first game in color. (I) sat through the whole game
sitting next to my dad. He taught me how to keep score. Mickey hit
one out. Great day. I still have the program.”
Most
of us have experienced a “great day” or two—when we felt like
we were on top of the world, everything’s going well, we’re
really happy, confident that we knew all the answers, able to solve
any problem that came up. In those moments we feel excited and fully
alive, and everything seems new and bright and shining with a
whiteness that no bleach could produce.
In
sports, we call these being “in the zone”. In religion we call
them "mountaintop experiences," and oh how we hate to come
down from them! We want to hang on to that moment for as long as we
can. So we decide to stay right here and let the rest of the world go
by for a while.
"This is so cool!
Rabbi, let's build some booths, for you and Moses and Elijah,"
But
to freeze any one moment in time shuts off all the possibilities of
the next moment. And to strive to recapture and reproduce a certain
feeling or experience is to shut out the possibility of so many other
equally exciting but different experiences that Our God may have in
store for us.
The truth is, there is no
one-size-fits-all occurrence of choosing to live sober, or being
“saved” or “touched by an angel“, or feeling “closer to
God“ or simply “blessed“. There is no single, solitary,
obligatory universal experience of God’s grace breaking into our
lives. The truth is, mountaintop experiences come in all shapes and
sizes and colors-- just as people come in all shapes and sizes and
colors. And the truth is-- we cannot fully comprehend, much less
re-create such moments. And no matter how hard we try, we cannot even
preserve them-- except in our hearts.
"The wind blows
where it will, so it is with the Spirit" we
read in the Gospel of John. We each of us hear the call of God, and
experience the gifts of the Spirit as we need them in our growth as
believers, and as we need them in our call to ministry as disciples.
I
can still recall watching a young chaplain struggling with his
identity as a clergyman in a denomination I'll not name. Oh, he had
the requisite gifts. He had experienced the prescribed charismatic
experiences. And he readily affirmed the blessing of those moments in
his own spiritual life.
But
his beloved mother had not. And for all her years in that
denomination, she had been considered a second class Christian--
despite her deep faith, despite her active relationship with her
Lord, despite her reverent, Godly Christian life. And he could no
longer remain in that denomination. I watched him weep, as in his own
heart and mind, he said farewell to that religious fellowship he had
loved all his life, and prepared to move on to another.
In
I Corinthians 12,
Paul makes it clear-- indeed he gives a list of the different
spiritual gifts given to different believers according to their
different needs and calls. He even makes a joke about it-- using the
image of the church as the body of Christ-- he asks what if every
different organ of the human body wanted to be the same, do the same
job? We’d be one big foot, or one big ear or maybe even one big
mouth… Come to think of it….
The truth is, any one of
us is capable of going up the mountain and looking out on the
heights, and being moved-- stirred in our own
particular
way--
touched and blessed in that unique manner that the Holy Spirit of God
knows is right for us at that particular moment in our individual
life‘s journey.
The truth is that every
one of us must find our own path up the mountain. Billy Graham is
nearing the end of a long and wonderful ministry. But were his gifts
and ministry anymore significant in God’s plan than the very
different gifts and ministry of Martin Luther King? Or of Fred
Rogers? Or of Mother Theresa? Or of Bill W. and Dr. Bob?
I can still recall
sitting at an open AA meeting and being absolutely astounded at the
stories I was hearing. They call them rather whimsically
“drunk-a-logues” -- but they are awe inspiring stories of men and
women climbing out of their own private hells-- stories of ascent
from the pits of despair, the very depths of existence-- stories of
recovery, stories of rebuilding one's life made possible only through
surrender to their “Higher Power“. At that meeting I attended,
somebody remarked that every story there was a miracle story.
And those spiritual
ascents were just as precious, just as difficult as any saint
climbing a holy hill. For those folks, just to gain and hold the
level ground of sobriety was a miracle. For those brothers and
sisters, it was an entirely different mountain-- but the
accomplishment was just as great, the miracle just as wondrous, the
Divine encounter just as profound, and surely just as needed.
The gospel song reminds
us that we each must walk that lonesome valley by ourselves. In the
same way, going up the mountain is a personal and utterly individual
challenge for each and every one of us. One of us might need to
ascend it slowly, carefully, a cautious climber, fighting inch by
inch for every increase of ground. Another might seem to stroll up as
if it were a gentle hill. Some might even soar to the pinnacle like a
dove, while others of us must crawl up at a snail's pace.
However we got
there—going up the mountain will challenge and stretch us. What we
see and experience there will profoundly move us. But equally
important, equally significant is what happens as we descend to the
valleys and plains of everyday life. That’s the test. If we can't
bring down something of value, something that will help us to live
our everyday lives as a better person, if we've not been empowered,
or changed, or at least grown a bit as a believer, then we might as
well have stayed home.
However much we might be
awed by the Charleton Heston portrait of Moses receiving the Ten
Commandments on the mountaintop, we ought to ask ourselves. Was
climbing
that mountain a greater accomplishment for Moses than coming
down
the slope and leading
his people through the wilderness for a generation-- leading them out
of slavery and into the land of milk and honey?
No doubt the burning bush
and the mountaintop moments gave Moses the inspiration to carry on
from day to day. But the greatness of Moses’ ministry was also
shown in the very
act of
carrying on-- settling disputes, acting as administrator, high
priest, judge, general, and guide through the desert. Without God’s
gift to Moses of everyday faithfulness in those commonplace tasks,
the Commandments would still be tribal laws rather than the ethical
and legal basis of the Western World.
If there were a single
image that I would covet for all of us to take away from this
message, it would not be the image of Moses displaying the tablets
before the people. It would not be Elijah ascending to the heavens on
the chariot of fire. It would not be Jesus bathed in light. It would
not even be the voice from on high, naming and proclaiming Jesus as
Son, as Messiah, and Chosen One.
No,
the image I invite you to keep in your mind is of Jesus and Peter and
James and John descending
the mountain—coming back down filled and renewed with new found
strength, humbled and silenced by what they've seen. The image I want
to leave is that of Jesus and his disciples plunging back into their
world-- to proclaim God's coming Realm, to spread hope and
reconciliation and healing love.
By all means let us be
aware of where they've just come from. Let us not forget that
wondrous moment of spiritual awakening on the mountaintop. But let us
also remember where
that path down the mountain will eventually lead Jesus.
To
heal our broken and tear-stained world. To offer willing service and
sacrifice on behalf of others. To preach the coming of the Kingdom.
To clothe the naked, feed the hungry, heal the broken ones, stand up
for justice, and proclaim the year of God‘s favor. Ultimately, it
was the path to His Passion-- to His Cross.
Why
walk that path? For the sake of this broken world. For the sake of
suffering humanity. For your sake, and for mine. And sisters and
brothers, if we would follow Him-- if we would be His disciples--
that’s our
path as well.
